-Annoucement-

To all my friends out there whom i've invited to come along with me to hear Budak Pantai @ BluE mOO, please note that there is a change in ticket prices. Tickets for students would be $10 and for adults, it would be $25 due to the recent tsunami disaster. All proceeds will be handed to proper channels to aid those people in the affected areas.

As you end each night of the day
Besides thanking God for the day
Do lift up a prayer for those who are in pain...
Let us remember those who suffered in this disaster...

-CONVEYANCING CONFUSION-

Currently in convey lab class.... there's is apparently a mistake in the vendor's letter to the purchaser's solicitors... hence the confusion...

WHY CAN'T THE PROCESS FOR PURCHASING HOUSES BE LESS CONFUSING?!?!?!!

*YawN*

I'm tired... lack of sleep... slept only at 530am yesterday and got woken by a sms AND THAT's when the horror sets in... I'M LATE... late for carolling, as promised, for our law tutors. Hahahaha..... Only managed to sing to one out of the two law tutors' room. BUT, the tutors were being very nice audience! Mr Lim and Mr Mat even sat on the carpet while we sang 3 carols for them! =) I'm really very grateful of their support. Mr Mat took photos too and gave each of us a ferro rocher! Hahahaha.... my favourite chocolate! Then we ended the session with a Birthday song for our dear Mr Ferlin aka Dr Vasoo... =) Happy Birthday Mr Ferlin!

Oh yes, Happy Birthday to Kasey and Nazurah as well! =)

Long while...

Dun really know what to blog... maybe its under HIS influence... HE alwiz say HE blogs only when HE has inspiration.... That's why SOMEONE hasn't blog like GoD knows when...

Dun get me wrong deaR... i'm not attacking you... =)

Still in school, in ilaw chambers to be exact... waiting for VOiceS to start...
I wonder how many people will tuRn up... hmmmm.... I apologise for the late notice but really, this month of celebration is really a BZ period as well... *Paiseh* to all the freshies...

Anyway, Alvin's next to me.... nagging at how bored he is cos he is accompanying me for dinner.... out of his 'kind heart', spoken by him direct. ~bleah~

Hmmmmm..... YES.... I'm officially a BP FaN GaL, as alvin says... hahaha... mike, if you happen to read this blog, dun fear... i dun stalk.... wahahahahahahaha......

Well, kudos to them for a wonderful night last friday! They definitely brought lotsa laughter to the frenz i brought to that day... esp when mike added my name into one of their songs... I could feel a mini earthquake... seriously, I really thot all of them are going to fall off their chairs laughing... And they rocked on ufm last sunday! To those reading my blog, THEY WILL BE ON AGAIN TONIGHT!!! Tune into ufm at 10.30pm for good treatment to your ears... =)

K, time for dinner... more soon i promise... bb!

Failure and success...

Two words that will always go together.

What is deemed a failure? To some people, failure is when they fail to do well in their studies. For others, failure is when they failed to sustain a relationship. And for some others, failure is when they fail to keep their families together.

Is there a clear definition of failure? The definition of failure, as given in a dictionary is as follows-:
Failure=Failing, non-performance, lack of success; breaking down or ceasing to function (engine, heart failure) ; running short of supply, etc; unsuccessful person or thing.

If failure is defined as such, then does it equate the failing of an exam as a failure? Seems like it does.

Is failure then the end of all things?
A road block for life?
Will the sun never shine on your path again?
Will darkness forever engulf you?

A person once reminded me of my 'little successes'.
She asked me why I chose to remember my failures instead of my achievements. Why I choose to beat myself up whenever things go wrong and never pat myself on the back when a job is well done.

That person was my light... she was the sun that shone on my path and brighten my life once more...

At least she wasn't like you... you who choose to remember only my faults and nothing else.

You who thinks you have a big heart when all you have is a narrow mind, a narrow heart and a narrow soul.

You who thinks I'm a ungrateful person with no heart.

You who thinks I have an ulterior motive for everything that I do...

I never understood why they chose to keep quiet and not speak to you unless necessary.

Now I do.

I really do.

EmotioNs... what makes human a whole?

He got scolded again yesterday... And I saw that face again... The face that had a mixture of expression of 'Is it me?' and 'It isn't me!'. I've taught him a couple of times. There was a time when he drove me nuts. But recently, I've realised he has grown milder... and he could read and do maths like any normal child. Why is it then, that the blame is immediately aimed towards him when something happens? Did he really hurt the child near him? Or was it just that he was sitting nearby? He may be an autistic child... but he's still a child... I may be getting a little emotional over this, but I really can't help but feel a stab of pain when he was scolded...

Talking about pain... I felt a stab of pain just now too.
But it isn't really pain kinda pain... it was more of a fear kinda pain...
The kind where my mind runs wild and all kinds of thoughts fill my head while I worried over someone close to me... Those few minutes of no response freaked me out... it felt like forever until I finally got a response. *wHew* I really felt relief...

Its December... time flies, it always do...

Looking back, this year had been filled with many special moments...
From struggling with a shorter semester and personal problems in the first half of the year to struggling with work, school and baking in the second half of the year... not forgetting all the 21st birthday parties I've attended, as well as a few challenges that I've taken up this year, like the vertical marathon... This year's been quite a fun-filled year! =)

All the fun would not be complete without my dear friends... what will I be without them?

I read FraN's blog yesterday and in one of her entries, she reminisces the 'gReeN' days in JC... looking back, the 'gReeN' days were definitely one of the best periods of my life so far. Every glance of photos or vcds of the 'gReeN' days would never fail to bring me through the happy and sad moments of my 2years in JC. YuP, I missed the 'gReeN' days deeply... but I'm also glad, that the choiR gang has been together till now. We may be leading different lives, but we're always having fun together whenever we can. Even those overseas aren't forgotten!

Let this entry be a tribute then... to all my choiR mates, my Jie mEi's... Thank U... for everything! =)

I still feel like Orochimaru san.... To those who have no idea who he is, well, he's a character in this japanese anime-NaRutO! A bad fellow who's arms are on burning sensation... yup, that's what I'm feeling, my arms are on fire.... but for all the fun that I had on Sentosa, ITS WORTH IT!!! =)

Tuesday was quite a fine day... the choiR gang set out for Sentosa for the sun, sand and the sea! Though it rained on us a couple of times, it did not dampened our spirits. In fact, I think it kinda added to the fun that we had! 7 of us went... chaR, Juan, fRan, juSt, kUn, Zj and mE! We had picnic; just, kun, zj and fran played volleyball while me, char and juan strolled by the beach and then the 6 of us, excluding juan, went kayaking!

Kayaking is tough.... hahahah.... I can't rem if I ever went kayaking before but the experience was really cool! Not only did me and ChaR managed to stay afloat, we managed to paddle away from the 'evil clutches' of kun and juSt! haha... On the other hand, fran and zj toppled twice into the waters but the rest of us didn't stay dry for long too. The rain came along and seriously, those kayaks are damn HEAVY! Me and Char had difficulty pushing it upshore! hahahaha.... Still, all the fun made all those heaving, pushing and little cuts here and there worthwhile! =)

We ended the day with dinner at Yoshinoya at Habour Front, along with our usual gibberish... Though I couldn't sleep well at all due to my arms being on 'fire', I sure think it is a day well spent! Definitely a good way to end the holidays as it comes to an end! 3more days to a new sch term! =) Looking kinda forward to it! More till then! Tata!!