Wednesday, January 19, 2005

-Library Level 3-

Here I am... in our library level 3... juz had my conveyancing paper about an hour ago. Paper was ok I guess... except everyone seem to have different answers for the completion account... *shRug*
Well, I'm keeping my fingers crossed... =) Must shift my concentration to the last mid-term test paper I'll be having tmr!

As I type this entry, I realised how long I've not use the computers in the library... I used to come here very often and use the computer till late evenings in the past semesters. Guess now that my computer at home is restored to function properly, I dun really have to come here as often as the past. But I must still come use the computers... the podium is actually screening Sarah Brightman's concert!!! Ah... one of my favourite singers! And I think its featuring some songs from the cd Eden... nice... =) The best part is, my computer is positioned such that I can type and watch the screen at the same time too.. hahahah...

Recently, I've read a couple of e-mails about the going-ons in tacs... As much as I feel for them, the news wasn't that shocking to me after all. Having face similar situation before during my secondary days, I've come to understand how the minds of conductors function. Placing myself in their shoes, I think I would have made the same decision as them as well. Hence, to all the tacs people who read my blog, I pray for strength for all of you to carry on. Its times like this that will make the group stronger and grow. At the same time, do not blame nor despair... hold onto hope and carry on!

Personally, though I'm not directly affected by the changes in tacs, it kinda reminded me how changes takes place all the time. I first joined tacs 3 years ago... however, due to my mom's objections, I became a dormant member shortly after the carolling session 3 years back. Since then, I've been an active member only during carolling periods.

Yet, over the years, I just can't help but feel that the society has changed... I no longer feel the warm it once had when I just joined in... perhaps its partly due to my own restrictions which disallow me to interact with them more.. But somehow, I just don't feel tacs as my 'other family' anymore... something that I used to feel when I first joined. With the exception of certain friendships that still remains, the rest just no longer exist. Still, I'm just penning my thoughts here... no offence to anyone in particular.

Ok, heading to work soon... more soon! =)

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